Why would a Soul choose to live a life as a Lesbian? 

Kerry Kerk https://near-death.com/testimonies/#a02 

 

In her Near Death Experience, Kerry Kirk was told that being a Lesbian was not that important in the afterlife. Why? Because (1) what can be ultra-important while your Soul is projected into the body-vessel, may not be as important when you are out of the body-vessel; (2) and, the Soul learns and incarnates in this life in accord with the need to gain experiential knowledge. Which means that while in the body, the Soul of Kerry Kirk needed to learn certain important lessons with respect to her relationship with sexual partners. Therefore, being born a Lesbian was a necessary learning experience because of her past life failures to be restored to the Kingdom. And to understand why, we must pose the question: What is the depth of your own marriage union. At Mark 10:8 Jesus portrays the Union of Man and Woman in the words: "...and the two shall become one flesh.’ So they are no longer two but one flesh"? If you are in a genuine Spiritual Marriage where you have become "one flesh", you have no need to look upon another person with lust and desire -- i.e., "But I say to you that everyone who looks at a woman with lustful intent has already committed adultery with her in his heart" (Matt 5:28). And in a genuine Spiritual Marriage where the two are one and the same flesh, there is even the possibility of being able to mentally move into the body of your spouse and experience your intimate moments from both sides of the gender-equation. 

 

When properly understood, the scriptures are representative of a mental and spiritual blueprint of our own mind. Which means that in the allegorical account of Genesis, when Eve was drawn from the side of Adam, what is being personified is the fact that while in the pre-existent Soul the Male and Female polarities of Mind and Self are At-One prior to the separation, when we entered this physical life the mind of mankind became divided across the polarities of male and female so that growth and development can be brought about when we entered this world -- as stated in the Gospel of Philip:“When Eve was still with Adam, death did not exist. When she was separated from him, death came into being. If he enters again and attains his former self, death will be no more”. We enter this world seeking to bring about a Divine Marriage and Union that brings about Soul Growth and Development (see When Man Meets Woman http://therealfactsoflife.ebionite.com/#WhenManMeetsWoman ). What this means is that when man meets woman, it is in reality one half of the mind meeting and interacting with the other half -- both of them divided opposites with greatly differing mental perceptions and abilities that must be joined together as One, to bring about Wholeness -- i.e., as stated by Jesus:"They that are whole have no need of the physician, but they that are sick: I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance"(Mark 2:17). In the parable of the Sower and the Seed (see http://sowerandtheseed.ebionite.com/ ), we are the seed that is sewn upon the earth that must fulfill the requirement:"But other seed fell on good ground and yielded a crop that sprang up, increased and produced: some thirtyfold, some sixty, and some a hundred.". which is necessary to bring about the next stages of Soul and Spiritual Birth: "...Most assuredly, I say to you, unless one is born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God" (John 3:3) And while our physical bodies were created by the joining of a sperm and ovum in a physical union, when we are born we can best be portrayed as the next level of Seed -- i.e., which means that we are a Mental-Sperm or Mental-Ovum seeking to join and create a Mental-Embryo so we can bring about what can be portrayed as a Divine Marriage ( https://masterindex.nazirene.org/#DivineMarriage ) that provides us entrance into the Kingdom. And as a joined Mental-Sperm and Mental-Ovum, we possess the ability and capacity to develop and fill the mental void of our spouse -- and when brought together in Balanced Wholeness, Pure Intellectual and Spiritual Enlightened Genus can be the result. Therefore, when man meets woman, two halves of the Mind are brought together with the capacity to interact, grow and evolve to Wholeness and Completion in their Spiritual Marriage Union. What this also means is that the Feminine half of the mind needs the Generative bio-energy to develop their higher spiritual resources of mind. And here it must also be understood that just because a woman is living in a sexual relationship with a man or a person who is portrayed as her husband, that does not equal the Bonding and Development of a Spiritual Union and Marriage where the "two are one flesh". And when the lifestyle and-or personality of a woman is unable to totally bond with her husband, and rejects the male/female joined lifestyle of a genuine Spiritual Marriage, there is much that can be learned by living what can be personified as a Lesbian-Void. 

 

In the parable of the prodigal son the loss of Generative Power and Vital Life-Force of the male is portrayed as the squandering away of the son's inheritance on"riotous living" (Luke 15:24). But what is not understood is that the loss of the INHERITANCE provided to the prodigal son is twofold -- i.e., squandered away by both the man and his choice of women who must raise up and return the Generative Power back to her husband -- see The Power Of The Breasts Of Women http://therealfactsoflife.ebionite.com/#PowerOfTheBreast . Why? When the prodigal son "came to his senses", and the Father said of his younger son: "For this son of mine was dead and is alive again! He was lost and is found!’ So they began to celebrate" (Luke 15:25). And in the celebration and return of the prodigal son, his older brother questioned why the celebration for the son who squandered away the INHERITANCE who the son received from the Father, and stated: "But as soon as this son of yours came, who has devoured your livelihood with harlots..." (Luke 15:30) -- it is the draining and squandering away of the Generative Power that is the"riotous living" that caused him to be controlled by the consciousness of the earth and his lower (animal) nature. While it is true that the reality of this world can be portrayed as a harlot that robs the prodigal son of his inheritance, it is the man and woman's choice of their spouse that can be the determining factor in a successful life where the subsequent stages of birth can be achieved (see I am Woman -- Created As Man's Transformational Savior https://divinemarriage.nazirene.org/IAmWoman.htm ). 

 

While the man expels the Generative Power in his sexual release of energy, it is woman who possesses the transformative ability to build and develop the mental-bodies in the Oneness of their Marriage Union that has the power to bring about the process of Mental-Expansion and Spiritual-Deepening that evolves their minds beyond organic (carnal) consciousness. In the same way that on a physical level when sperm unites with ovum and an embryo is formed that must develop all the qualities we relate to physical humanity, the Union (Marriage) of man and women has the potential to form a Mental-Embryo that has the capacity to spawn all the qualities which we relate to and portray as godliness that is brought about through the mental-choices that the husband and wife make in the formation of the (etheric) Mental-Bodies. 

 

While the INHERITANCE which is manifest in the prodigal son when he leaves the Kingdom of the Father belongs equally to the separated Adam and Eve when they entered this physical realm, most men squander away the Inheritance as their Generative Power is expelled on "riotous living", while most women that lack Total Commitment and Oneness in the necessary merger of Oneness with her husband, receive and very quickly loose the Generative Power instead of raising it up and returning the vital life-force back to her husband -- thereby failing to developing both or their Minds and Higher Consciousness. Therefore, when Kerry Kirk died and no longer had a physical body-vessel, her inability to bring about a Spiritual Marriage was the result. Which can mean that in her Souls previous lives she squandered away her husbands generative power as most women do, and that her Soul entered this life as a Lesbian so she could fully experience the total lack and void of the the Generative Vital Life-Force that she needs to enter the Kingdom -- i.e., quoting the Gospel of Thomas:"Jesus said to them,When you make the two one, and when you make the inside like the outside and the outside like the inside, and the above like the below, and when you make the male and the female one and the same, so that the male not be male nor the female, female; ...then will you enter the kingdom." Without the Restoration and Oneness of the Divided Adam and Eve, you cannot be restored to the Edenic Kingdom of your Heavenly Father.