Why would a Soul choose to live a life as a Lesbian? 

Kerry Kerk https://near-death.com/testimonies/#a02 

 

In her Near Death Experience, Kerry Kirk was told that being a Lesbian was not that important in the afterlife. Why? Because (1) what can be ultra-important while your Soul is projected into the body-vessel, may not be as important when you are out of the body-vessel; (2) and, the Soul learns and incarnates in this life in accord with the need to gain experiential knowledge. Which means that while in the body, the Soul of Kerry Kirk needed to learn certain important lessons with respect to her relationship with sexual partners. Therefore, being born a Lesbian was a necessary learning experience because of her past life failures to be restored to the Kingdom. And to understand why, we must pose the question: What is the depth of your own marriage union. At Mark 10:8 Jesus portrays the Union of Man and Woman in the words: "...and the two shall become one flesh.’ So they are no longer two but one flesh"? If you are in a genuine Spiritual Marriage where you have become "one flesh", you have no need to look upon another person with lust and desire -- i.e., "But I say to you that everyone who looks at a woman with lustful intent has already committed adultery with her in his heart" (Matt 5:28). And in a genuine Spiritual Marriage where the two are one and the same flesh, there is even the possibility of being able to mentally move into the body of your spouse and experience your intimate moments from both sides of the gender-equation. 

 

When properly understood, the scriptures are representative of a mental and spiritual blueprint of our own mind. Which means that in the allegorical account of Genesis, when Eve was drawn from the side of Adam, what is being personified is the fact that while in the pre-existent Soul the Male and Female polarities of Mind and Self are At-One prior to the separation, when we entered this physical life the mind of mankind became divided across the polarities of male and female so that growth and development can be brought about when we entered this world -- as stated in the Gospel of Philip:“When Eve was still with Adam, death did not exist. When she was separated from him, death came into being. If he enters again and attains his former self, death will be no more”. We enter this world seeking to bring about a Divine Marriage and Union that brings about Soul Growth and Development (see When Man Meets Woman http://therealfactsoflife.ebionite.com/#WhenManMeetsWoman ). What this means is that when man meets woman, it is in reality one half of the mind meeting and interacting with the other half -- both of them divided opposites with greatly differing mental perceptions and abilities that must be joined together as One, to bring about Wholeness -- i.e., as stated by Jesus:"They that are whole have no need of the physician, but they that are sick: I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance"(Mark 2:17). In the parable of the Sower and the Seed (see http://sowerandtheseed.ebionite.com/ ), we are the seed that is sewn upon the earth that must fulfill the requirement:"But other seed fell on good ground and yielded a crop that sprang up, increased and produced: some thirtyfold, some sixty, and some a hundred.". which is necessary to bring about the next stages of Soul and Spiritual Birth: "...Most assuredly, I say to you, unless one is born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God" (John 3:3) And while our physical bodies were created by the joining of a sperm and ovum in a physical union, when we are born we can best be portrayed as the next level of Seed -- i.e., which means that we are a Mental-Sperm or Mental-Ovum seeking to join and create a Mental-Embryo so we can bring about what can be portrayed as a Divine Marriage ( https://masterindex.nazirene.org/#DivineMarriage ) that provides us entrance into the Kingdom. And as a joined Mental-Sperm and Mental-Ovum, we possess the ability and capacity to develop and fill the mental void of our spouse -- and when brought together in Balanced Wholeness, Pure Intellectual and Spiritual Enlightened Genus can be the result. Therefore, when man meets woman, two halves of the Mind are brought together with the capacity to interact, grow and evolve to Wholeness and Completion in their Spiritual Marriage Union. What this also means is that the Feminine half of the mind needs the Generative bio-energy to develop their higher spiritual resources of mind. And here it must also be understood that just because a woman is living in a sexual relationship with a man or a person who is portrayed as her husband, that does not equal the Bonding and Development of a Spiritual Union and Marriage where the "two are one flesh". And when the lifestyle and-or personality of a woman is unable to totally bond with her husband, and rejects the male/female joined lifestyle of a genuine Spiritual Marriage, there is much that can be learned by living what can be personified as a Lesbian-Void. 

 

In the parable of the prodigal son the loss of Generative Power and Vital Life-Force of the male is portrayed as the squandering away of the son's inheritance on"riotous living" (Luke 15:24). But what is not understood is that the loss of the INHERITANCE provided to the prodigal son is twofold -- i.e., squandered away by both the man and his choice of women who must raise up and return the Generative Power back to her husband -- see The Power Of The Breasts Of Women http://therealfactsoflife.ebionite.com/#PowerOfTheBreast . Why? When the prodigal son "came to his senses", and the Father said of his younger son: "For this son of mine was dead and is alive again! He was lost and is found!’ So they began to celebrate" (Luke 15:25). And in the celebration and return of the prodigal son, his older brother questioned why the celebration for the son who squandered away the INHERITANCE who the son received from the Father, and stated: "But as soon as this son of yours came, who has devoured your livelihood with harlots..." (Luke 15:30) -- it is the draining and squandering away of the Generative Power that is the"riotous living" that caused him to be controlled by the consciousness of the earth and his lower (animal) nature. While it is true that the reality of this world can be portrayed as a harlot that robs the prodigal son of his inheritance, it is the man and woman's choice of their spouse that can be the determining factor in a successful life where the subsequent stages of birth can be achieved (see I am Woman -- Created As Man's Transformational Savior https://divinemarriage.nazirene.org/IAmWoman.htm ). 

 

While the man expels the Generative Power in his sexual release of energy, it is woman who possesses the transformative ability to build and develop the mental-bodies in the Oneness of their Marriage Union that has the power to bring about the process of Mental-Expansion and Spiritual-Deepening that evolves their minds beyond organic (carnal) consciousness. In the same way that on a physical level when sperm unites with ovum and an embryo is formed that must develop all the qualities we relate to physical humanity, the Union (Marriage) of man and women has the potential to form a Mental-Embryo that has the capacity to spawn all the qualities which we relate to and portray as godliness that is brought about through the mental-choices that the husband and wife make in the formation of the (etheric) Mental-Bodies. 

 

While the INHERITANCE which is manifest in the prodigal son when he leaves the Kingdom of the Father belongs equally to the separated Adam and Eve when they entered this physical realm, most men squander away the Inheritance as their Generative Power is expelled on "riotous living", while most women that lack Total Commitment and Oneness in the necessary merger of Oneness with her husband, receive and very quickly loose the Generative Power instead of raising it up and returning the vital life-force back to her husband -- thereby failing to developing both or their Minds and Higher Consciousness. Therefore, when Kerry Kirk died and no longer had a physical body-vessel, her inability to bring about a Spiritual Marriage was the result. Which can mean that in her Souls previous lives she squandered away her husbands generative power as most women do, and that her Soul entered this life as a Lesbian so she could fully experience the total lack and void of the the Generative Vital Life-Force that she needs to enter the Kingdom -- i.e., quoting the Gospel of Thomas:"Jesus said to them,When you make the two one, and when you make the inside like the outside and the outside like the inside, and the above like the below, and when you make the male and the female one and the same, so that the male not be male nor the female, female; ...then will you enter the kingdom." Without the Restoration and Oneness of the Divided Adam and Eve, you cannot be restored to the Edenic Kingdom of your Heavenly Father.

 

 

 

 

 

Jesus Taught: Each Prodigal Son Must Achieve Wholeness And Perfection

 

 

You, and all Souls are the Prodigal Sons who evolve through your experiences and choices -- and this is why the Original Gospel taught the pre-existent Soul that evolves over the course of many lifetimes -- see The Pre-Nicene Position Of The Church On Reincarnation https://brotherofyeshua.blogspot.com/2022/04/the-pre-nicene-position-of-church-on.html   That the vast majority of people do not understand the process of Soul-Evolution, is because they don't understand the difference between the Being they are in this world and their Eternal Soul-Self -- see The Soul Vs The Ego-Self https://brotherofyeshua.blogspot.com/2025/08/the-soul-vs-ego-self-concept-of.html  . When you read about the Gospel account of Jesus, you are in fact reading about your own eventual Perfection that your Soul must eventually attain by achieving Wholeness -- see Achieving Wholeness, Completion And Anointing/Christing https://brotherofyeshua.blogspot.com/2024/10/achieving-wholeness-completion-and.html . And your Soul achieves this Perfection as demonstrated in the Gospel account of Jesus, by living out the experiences you have chosen. How many lives did the Soul of Jesus live to attain the Anointing/Christing and Unity with the Divine Mind of God? That the modern faith-based believer can't understand the process of achieving Wholeness and Perfection, is because the Gospel texts were corrupted in the fourth century by the Roman Church who worshiped Jesus instead of following in his footsteps -- see Was Jesus God Incarnate? https://brotherofyeshua.blogspot.com/2024/07/was-jesus-god-incarnate-original.html . And they did this in order to abandon the the necessary Spiritually Holistic Mindset and Lifestyle that Jesus taught was absolutely necessary to achieve Wholeness and Perfection . Quoting from When Was The Gospel Teachings Suppressed And Corrupted https://lawofthegospels.ebionite.com/#WhenChangedAndCorrupted 

Contrary to the opinion of Scholars who have gone on record portraying the Roman Emperor Constantine as the corrupter of the Gospel, the Gospel teachings were discarded and done away with when the belief in Jesus was separated and removed from the Essene Ebionite mindset and lifestyle -- see The Spiritual Holistic Lifestyle http://TheLawOfTheGospels.com#TheSpiritualHolisticLifestyle . And this fact is demonstrated in the words of Edmund Wilson, an expert who worked on the Dead Sea Scrolls when he raised the question as to what difference it makes if “Jesus... had been trained in the discipline and imbued with the thought of a certain Jewish sect, and that he had learned from it the role that he afterwards lived...” (The Scrolls From The Dead Sea). Why? Because it was the spiritually holistic mindset and lifestyle of the Essenes, that is the foundation of achieving the Anointing/Christing that the man Jesus received. And the fact is that every Essene lived their daily lives in the process of achieving the goal of becoming Anointed/Christed by fulfilling the Spiritual Law that enabled the man Jesus to achieve At-Oneness with the Logos/Word/Son of God which the Essenes portrayed as the True Prophet (see The One Teacher http://BrotherOfJesus.org#TheOneTeacher ). And this fact was presented by Prof. John Allegro who was quoted as saying that what has been revealed in the discovery of the Dead Sea Scrolls is a great amount of overwhelming evidence that “...may upset a great many basic teachings of the Christian Church. This in turn would greatly upset many Christian Theologians and believers. The heart of the matter is, in fact, the source and originality of Christian doctrine” (August 1966 issue of Harpers Magazine). What all the many recent archaeological discoveries have confirmed and demonstrated is that Prof. Allegro was correct in his assertion that our modern-day understanding of “the source and originality of Christian doctrine” is defective. Why? Because neither the original teachings or the corrupted scriptures support the tenets and structure of an organized dogmatic church as we have today.

Thus, unless you lived the necessary Spiritually Holistic Lifestyle and mindset that Jesus taught, it would remain impossible to advance and understand both the spiritual meaning of the teachings, as well as your own True Soul-Self -- "But why do you call Me 'Lord, Lord,' and do not do the things which I say?" (Luke 6:46). As stated in the words of Jesus: “Unto you it is given to know the mystery of the kingdom of God: but unto them that are without, all these things are done in parables: That seeing they may see, and not perceive; and hearing they may hear, and not understand” (Mark 4:11-12). Unless you lived the Spiritual Holistic Lifestyle that Jesus taught, it would remain impossible for you to understand the spiritual meaning of the parables and teachings. Can you just believe in Jesus and inherit Salvation? Jesus himself rejected this modern doctrine when he warned: "Not everyone who says to Me, 'Lord, Lord,' shall enter the kingdom of heaven, but he who does the will of My Father in heaven. Many will say to Me in that day, 'Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in Your name, cast out demons in Your name, and done many wonders in Your name?' And then I will declare to them, 'I never knew you; depart from Me, you who practice lawlessness!'" (Matt 7:21-23). Yet the modern Christian believes they are exempt from the Law -- see Soul Evolution And The Law Of Return/Karma http://TheLawOfTheGospels.com#LawOfReturn . And it is through the fulfillment of the Natural Laws that bring about your own Perfection and Wholeness. The Near Death Experience seems to promote the idea that Sexual Preference does not matter to God. But what is not considered is the learning experience of each life in accord with the choices we make. Quoting from When Man Meets Woman http://therealfactsoflife.ebionite.com/#WhenManMeetsWoman

In the allegorical account of Genesis, when Eve was drawn from the side of Adam, what is being personified is the fact that the mind of mankind became divided across the polarities of male and female when we entered this world. What this means is that when man meets woman, it is in reality one half of the mind meeting and interacting with the other half -- both of them divided opposites with greatly differing mental perceptions and abilities that must be joined together as One, to bring about Wholeness -- each with the capacity to fill the mental void of their spouse -- and when brought together in Balanced Wholeness, Pure Intellectual and Spiritual Enlightened Genus can be the result. Therefore, when man meets woman, two halves of the Mind are brought together with the capacity to interact, grow and evolve to Wholeness and Completion... The Gospel of Thomas presents the teachings that Wholeness must be achieved for each earthly or ego-self to be restored to our True Source -- i.e., "They that are whole have no need of the physician, but they that are sick: I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance" (Mark 2:17). What Jesus was stating was that those people who he portrayed as "righteous", did not need him as a physician who came to heal the sick, because they had brought the Duality of Man and Woman into Wholeness, Perfection and Completion. Thus, those who are Whole, have reunited the halves of the mind allegorically portrayed in the Gospel of Philip as Man and Women, and bought about the necessary Restored Oneness when he stated: "When Eve was still with Adam, Death did not exist. When she was separated from him, death came into being. If he enters again and attains his former (undivided) self, death will be no more". But what does this mean? The process of higher mental and spiritual development is presented in the Gospel of Thomas in the words: "Jesus said to them, When you make the two one, and when you make the inside like the outside and the outside like the inside, and the above like the below, and when you make the male and the female one and the same, so that the male not be male nor the female, female; ..then will you enter the kingdom"  If it is the Purpose of Woman to "lead a prodigal son back to his Soul, so as to unite him with his Source", then he must assist and develop Woman's Unique Intuitive Abilities that the base majority of men lack. And as the man's wife begins to develop her Intuitive abilities and tap into her Power of Transformation where the Physical supports the development of Higher Mind and Spiritual Powers of Consciousness, only then can Man escape the cycles of reincarnation that enables the Soul to develop over the course of however many lives is required to achieve Wholeness and Perfection -- i.e., "You, therefore, must be Perfect, as your Heavenly Father is Perfect"(Matt 5:48).